Life sucks…
I’ve been hurt been a friend recently… Though that was not made on purpose, that made me really sad.
Cherry on the cake… I had to call the emergencies for my wife last night… She had convulsions… It was really scary and I thought that was her last hours… It’s very hard to see how helpless and useless you are when it happens… What I only could do was preventing her to bite or to swallow her tongue and to call for help…
I stayed from midnight to 4 am in the emergencies waiting for news…
Finally, she’s back home… It seems she has lost some part of her memory but it’s not too bad (only some recent events)… She feels better now but she’ll have to pass many tests…
So… I guess I won’t be too much around these next days…
I didn’t remember how much life could suck… I would have preferred to never having those feelings again…