I don't "excuse" shit Joel, I accept it, he is who he is and there's zero crime in that. Facemask and eye gouging, proven SB winning ingredients. Suck it WORLD!
I admitted that it's Occam's razor that he shot himself, read again, nowhere does that indicate that he couldn't have shot himself in the ass at the park with a gun that never went inside a strip club on his person.
Even TMZ is failing to connect the dots you've insisted are confession, and they're the Douche Mothership.