Well, tonight is a tough night for me. I really don't know how to explain how it exactly happened, but it did, and now I am going to have to pick up the pieces because of the decisions I made.
About two months ago I was down in Miami and went out for dinner and drinks by myself like I do most nights when I am on the road working.
One thing led to another and I had an affair. I felt guilty, but told myself it would never happen again.
Three days ago the woman in question contacted me and told me she was pregnant. Yesterday I told my wife. I guess it is too early to say what is going to happen.
Like I said, it is going to be a tough time for me, and I just felt I owed it all to you guys in the event you detect things might be different with me.
I didn't know where to place this thread, and thought maybe Religion was a bad place to put it, and I have not been very heavenly about this, put if you can, maybe thing good thoughts about my family.
I consider you guys my internet family, whom I can share and explore ideas and throughts I would never share with my terrestrial family and friends. I can't explain it, but I am sure you know what I am talking about.
Beef