OB
11-26-2007, 10:40 PM
and I dont want it to look as though i wouldnt say the same and feel the same here....
This board and some of the members here have been a life line for me - Ive made great friends - met great people - have been given countless encouragement during my rough times - (which all of you know are more than not) and my list can go on -
First let me say I am posting this in the LR because I am only seeking to contact a certain group of people with this thread - not every one of the 50k new members that have joined, and this includes Steve - I hope you will read this
Second - it honestly hurts me to see that there is even an iota of discourse/competition between this MB and any other Bronco MB - I bleed orange n blue (albeit the blood would fail any NFL drug test ;) ) and anyone else who feels the same about the Broncos is automatically considered a pal/buddy/friend- until they prove otherwise - which a few have done over the years - to me anyways - but I am the first to say my big mouth hasnt fueled a few fires - hell started more than not - but I honestly want everyone here to know how much you all mean to me
Im not happy with the "split" and the way things have gone - I dont know why im posting all this (well yeah i do but to much to share at the moment)
But I know Ive felt that some people here have taken the fact that when we post "there" or become an active member - it was like choosing but I dont want to feel that way - I want to feel that Im still welcome here as much as I am there - I honestly feel like people think of me as a traitor - and as much as I have disliked the changes here - i will always be a BRONCOMANIAC at heart - no matter where i go to piss people off ;)
I know most will say oh dont feel that way - i may get a PM or two that says glad youre gone - w/e - I just want you guys to know how I feel
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Many of my friends came here - a few have just vanished altogether - and a few I feel felt this way - tis why i posted this there - I feel great here and love the way things are here - and love the fact tned still makes uplifting positive posts at BM - i just needed to release
This board and some of the members here have been a life line for me - Ive made great friends - met great people - have been given countless encouragement during my rough times - (which all of you know are more than not) and my list can go on -
First let me say I am posting this in the LR because I am only seeking to contact a certain group of people with this thread - not every one of the 50k new members that have joined, and this includes Steve - I hope you will read this
Second - it honestly hurts me to see that there is even an iota of discourse/competition between this MB and any other Bronco MB - I bleed orange n blue (albeit the blood would fail any NFL drug test ;) ) and anyone else who feels the same about the Broncos is automatically considered a pal/buddy/friend- until they prove otherwise - which a few have done over the years - to me anyways - but I am the first to say my big mouth hasnt fueled a few fires - hell started more than not - but I honestly want everyone here to know how much you all mean to me
Im not happy with the "split" and the way things have gone - I dont know why im posting all this (well yeah i do but to much to share at the moment)
But I know Ive felt that some people here have taken the fact that when we post "there" or become an active member - it was like choosing but I dont want to feel that way - I want to feel that Im still welcome here as much as I am there - I honestly feel like people think of me as a traitor - and as much as I have disliked the changes here - i will always be a BRONCOMANIAC at heart - no matter where i go to piss people off ;)
I know most will say oh dont feel that way - i may get a PM or two that says glad youre gone - w/e - I just want you guys to know how I feel
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Many of my friends came here - a few have just vanished altogether - and a few I feel felt this way - tis why i posted this there - I feel great here and love the way things are here - and love the fact tned still makes uplifting positive posts at BM - i just needed to release